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- Rookie Of The Year -

Maybe you're lost but here is my blog: http://www.livejournal.com/~marstheguitaro6

With love like a flying dove who searches the heavens from up above,

Mars 202 + B.I.L. + Bandw/dth

This might be my last entry.. Yes...

Bye. Take Care.

I'm off to school in a while. So is Jan. Also Marben. Yeah, include Odd as well. What the heck, put in Kix. Gio will go.

Karen's Off to baguio. So is Quino.

Yeah, I want to go to school to at least forget my problems as of now. Or maybe I just need the company of my classmates. Yeah, I just need to be with them, my family, my joy and my happiness. I think they're the only ones who can make me smile right now.

I used to remember when I had heartbreaks and happy moments, I share these with them. I spent a hell of long time with these special people and we've been through tough and rough times. Life would always go on. They're my classmates until 4th year. How f*cking cool is that??

Speaking of heartbreaks, I don't know if I had that in the last 10 hours. I barely got sleep and I'm beginning to use the lame excuse of sleeping late because I'm excited about classes. But truth is, I wasn't. I cried the whole night. I failed to reply Ricoy's mis-call. I was too busy crying. I was thinking if she loved/loves me. Heck, I was thinking if she even cared/cares.

But hey, who told me this was easy?? Bahala na.. Time will just have to come.

Anyway, it's 4:43 AM here. I should get ready for school.

It's been a cool summer. I'll blog here and then.

This is Mars. Logging off.

:: I  You Top 50 ::

The title says it all!! I love these 50 People... Really much... But why just 50 people?? Wala lang... Trip ko... Nyahaha!!!

Along with these mentions are thankful letters for these 50 people. Sealed with gratitude, apologies and love. LOVE BEYBEH!!!!!!

Top50
1) GOD
2) Kuya Angelo
3) Lil Bro Ignacio
4) Mom
5) Dad
6) Beybi Karen Cunanan
7) [BiT]"Brother" Gerard Dizon
8) Kaycee Marcelo
9) "Ate" Lyka Bonifacio
10) Quino Cunanan
11) [bandwidth]Caloy Soliongco
12) [bandwidth]Enzo Soliongco
13) {Killing Chino}Marco Figueras
14) [BiT]Paowie Owyong
15) [BiT]Rex Ferriols
16) [BiT]Lex Formoso
17) [BiT]Gio Limjoco
18) Jikko Onglengco
19-24) Killchi!!!(the rest of them!!!)
25) Kate Baticulon
26) Lia Cabusora
27) Regina Lopez
28) Kat Cunanan
29) Krizia Javate
30) Jose Antonio "Jan" Parma
31-37) E-ballers(summer basketball)!!
38) Ricoy Padernal
39) Samsam Dongallo
40) Raisa Aquino
41) Gin Gil
42) Anjo Castro
43) Aebbey Ramos
44) Pam Joven
45) Marben Sayson
46) Kix Suarez
47) Francis Ong
48) Happy Alampay
49) Kiks Ignacio
50) Last but not the least... All the people I know... There's more than 50 people who I love... Feel free to put your name here:_____.

Oh yeah!!! The New Chicosci Album rocks!!! Astig yung Shallow Graves, Theme from Conversations with Fire, In Arms and Gift of tongues. Buy the album!!!!!

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- Living in Your Letters

:: "Without That Scent, It's Filling Me With 'All You Mean To Me'" - Dashboard Confessional ::

Have you felt that wanting with someone? You know... For example, you spent a time with someone special, then she goes. After 5 minutes(or less), you miss her already.

Owkay... I might sound too exaggerating, but it's true with us guys. Yeah. Weird right.

Some people think it's lust but hey, it's not. We just want to spend time with our special someones. We want to treasure every second we spend with her. We want to spend every moment and soon-to-be-memories. We just wanted some more time.

Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn... It's just so hard to accept someone leaving(literally and figuratively). For example, she just leaves for home... Wait for minutes... *Poof* You're missing her already. But hey... We need to accept reality. We also need to spend time with other people besides them. Even though you're going insane missing her, you have to keep yourself sane.

Love is not just what's in store for life. You also need to face your families, careers and stuff.

¤Talks to himself¤ WAKE UP MARS!! This is reality!!

Also think of it this way, you'll see her eventually, just wait. Better late than never as they say. Love waits. Spending every moment wisely is needed.

So anyway, it's been awhile since I blogged. We had band practice yesterday(+TBF+). Also Beybi Karen dropped by.

Also.... I feel like saying this... I texted Krizia Javate a while ago and it seems like she's the only person replying. Yeah!!! Of all the people I expected to reply, there she shone!!Ü I missed Krizia, really.

Much  for Beybi Karen, Krizia, Gerard, Rex, Lex, Chris, Gio L., Dans([BiT]Percs, Kuya(biological) and Paowie(who has LOVE-nat with... IONNO, you figure out...).

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“My PRESENT”

Owkay, owkay, owkay. I need to keep my promise. Even though Sacramento lost, the Ateneo Lee Pipes were knocked-out of the quarterfinals and Jasmine Trias was removed from American Idol, I’ll write something less serious and leaning a bit on a positive lighter side of bright yet I’m maintaining what needs to be told in truth. It will still be cheesy and full of corn and crap. I don’t know how to start this… I’ll be straight-forward.

Aright… I never knew that it took me a long time to recover from my problems(some of them I’m still recovering from..): My past love life (Got over this… Yeah… I think so?? Hehe.), some friendship drawbacks(It happens… Yet it can be compromised with…),Alcohol and Cigarettes. Well, no one said that getting over facts and changing were short and easy. No one said that I would die living without these. That’s life’s very rocky highway to change. Consequences are consequences. Reality is reality. Face it. There is always no easy way out of these things.

But still, I do admit I couldn’t have done it without the people who care about me and watch over my back. To change is no joke. You need people who will boost your confidence and inspiration. People who you can trust and those people who cared have earned it. And those who’ve earned it, deserves a place in the heart (Yuck!!! Oh the drama!!! Haha!). But really, it’s so true!!

Speaking of a place in the heart, I’m liking someone again (I assume you know who you are… *KwjAdnRsjdEityN* decode…). Yes. Yet I learned my lesson from the past relationship. Love is patient. It can wait. Even though you just met her 4-5months ago, I really don’t want to do stupid things. Yeah… Maybe I’m just afraid to lose her as a friend if something happens. Hehe. On the other hand, she could be the one. Sweet ni *someone* kasi eh and it makes me like her more!!! She makes me smile just to see her or hear her voice. I even write her name with stuff on things. No, I’m not obsessed. Hmm… Am I revealing too much?? Yeah, maybe I am. I’ll leave it here for my love life. So… I just like her so much, and it makes me want to stay by her side and hold her hand until this world would never exist. Wait?? Love or like?? Uhm… Nevermind… Hahahaha!!! To that someone, I’ll be here waiting for you when the worst is over and when you can have the best of me.

Present is always cool, you can look back at the past but you can’t dwell there (Yeah!! Just like my Beybi says.). It makes me happy that I moved on to pursue music over vices. Yes. A person has always a passion for something. And it begins always with what you do right now. So stop reading this corny letter, get your ass off this chair and find something you really want. It starts right now, in the present, there’s always a paycheck in the end… Well, most of the time.

Anyway, thanks to the people who stayed with this and read it. I appreciate it that you care. Thanks again!! Take Care!!

I <3 B.